Can’t believe it’s been two months, I didn’t update here.
I kept opening this page and then closing it, because I wasn’t really sure how to say this. I did try twenty seven different ways before finally posting this..
Anyway, I don’t know if someone is reading this, but I still wanted to update. I always do, eventually.
So. Hi.
Looks like someone took a trip and came back a little different. Not to the moon, but somewhere close, I think. Somewhere quiet and dark and in between. It was somnewhere you don’t plan to go but end up needing more than you knew.
And I came back with something.
My third book, What If?, is finished. Done. Just published.. I keep saying that sentence and it still feels a little unreal.
I so wanted to complete this before the spring blossoms. And I am so glad I did.
I’m not going to explain the reasoning behind it, what inspired me, how it came together, what it cost. Some things are better left sitting between the pages where they belong. You’ll find them there, if you’re meant to.
What I will say is this.
This book is my healing journey. Slow, messy, honest, but mine. I still don’t have everything figured anything out. But I am confidently in a place of still being in it, still sitting with questions that don’t have all the answers, still learning how to hold things I can’t fix. And somewhere in all of that, this book happened. (so did a bit of healing)
And maybe, someday, it will be a little bit of your healing journey too.
It’s for those of you who are carrying something. Something that doesn’t quite fit anymore, a little too heavy for your bag, a little too sharp for your chest, a little too loud for a world that keeps asking you to be okay.
I see you.
I hope What If? sits with you as a companion, with no judgements and with all the love.
I don’t know if someone is reading this. But if you are, I’m glad you’re here. I’m glad you found your way to this little corner.
And I hope this book finds you at exactly the time you need it the most.
Love
S.